Wednesday, September 30, 2009
The Heart
The
> Heart
>
> 'Tomorrow morning,' the surgeon began,
> 'I'll open up your heart...'
> 'You'll find Jesus there,' the boy
> Interrupted.
>
> The surgeon looked up, annoyed 'I'll
> Cut your heart open,' he continued,
> To see how much damage has been
> Done...'
>
> 'but when you open up my heart, you'll
> Find Jesus in there,' said the boy.
>
> The surgeon looked to the parents, who
> Sat quietly. 'When I see how much
> Damage has been done, I'll sew your
> Heart and chest back up, and I'll plan
> What to do next.'
>
> 'But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The
> Bible says He lives there. The
> Hymns all say He lives there. You'll
> Find Him in my heart.'
>
> The surgeon had had enough. ' I'll tell
> You what I'll find in your heart.
> I'll find damaged muscle, low
> blood
> Supply, and weakened vessels.
> And I'll find out if I can make you well.'
>
> 'You'll find Jesus there too.. He lives
> There.'
>
> The surgeon left.
>
> The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the
> surgery,'...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein,
> widespread muscle degeneration.
> No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy:
> Painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:
> Here he paused, 'death within one year.'
>
> He stopped the recorder, but there was
> More to be said. 'Why?' he asked aloud
> 'Why did You do this? You've put
> Him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've
> cursed him to an early death. Why?'
>
> The Lord answered and said, 'The boy,
> My lamb, was not meant for your
> Flock for long, for he is a part of My
> Flock, and will forever be.
> Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be
> comforted as you cannot imagine.
>
> His parents will one day join him
> here,
> And they will know peace, and
> My flock will continue to grow.'
>
> The surgeon's tears were hot, but his
> Anger was hotter. 'You created that
> Boy, and You created that heart. He'll
> Be dead in months. Why?'
>
> The Lord answered, 'The boy, My lamb,
> Shall return to My flock, for He has
> Done his duty: I did not put My lamb
> With your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost
> lamb.'
>
> The
> surgeon wept...
>
> The surgeon
> sat beside the boy's bed; the
> boy's parents sat across from him. The boy
> awoke and whispered, 'Did you cut
> Open my
> heart?'
> 'Yes,' said the
> surgeon.
> 'What did you
> find?' asked the boy.
> 'I found Jesus
> there,' said the surgeon.
> Author Unknown
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Handicapped College Student carries on~
Sometimes in life, when things get tough and you just want to quit, and stay in bed pulling the covers up over your head, you need to just put your head down, put your back to the wind, and carry on. So it is when a very busy college student/military cadet hurts themselves to the point where it is almost impossible to walk, let alone continue to go to class...
Julie found herself hobbling on crutches, and facing a huge campus full of obstacles, like stairs, heavy glass doors, and a 50 lb backpack and thousands of students mulling around getting in ones way at the most inconvienant times.
There in comes the need for an assistant, and therein comes my new found job, albeit, it probably wont be a forever job. A week at the most? Two?
Well, I was now facing the middle part of the week of my new assignment. The assignment being to drive my daughter to and from her college every day, and just be generally at her beckon call, as it was almost impossible for her to get around.
I found my new job to be very exciting, as I got to pretend I was a college student again~!
One of the most memorable parts of the week was when I got to sit in on her TV production class. It was a blast watching Julie 'host their college show, "Reel Watchers" ( a spoof exercise in producing a TV show).
Everyone was so nice to me, and let me take photos and watch the entire event.
Here is some of the pictures I took...
Julie on set, being instructed by her professor.
Getting ready to 'shoot footage of Julie on set.... ready 1,2,3...quiet on the set!
Julie as seen on the TV......( I cant say I recommend wearing WHITE on TV!)
Students receiving instruction after class was over.
Julie getting things under control on the 'floor of the set....
Julie found herself hobbling on crutches, and facing a huge campus full of obstacles, like stairs, heavy glass doors, and a 50 lb backpack and thousands of students mulling around getting in ones way at the most inconvienant times.
There in comes the need for an assistant, and therein comes my new found job, albeit, it probably wont be a forever job. A week at the most? Two?
Well, I was now facing the middle part of the week of my new assignment. The assignment being to drive my daughter to and from her college every day, and just be generally at her beckon call, as it was almost impossible for her to get around.
I found my new job to be very exciting, as I got to pretend I was a college student again~!
One of the most memorable parts of the week was when I got to sit in on her TV production class. It was a blast watching Julie 'host their college show, "Reel Watchers" ( a spoof exercise in producing a TV show).
Everyone was so nice to me, and let me take photos and watch the entire event.
Here is some of the pictures I took...
Julie on set, being instructed by her professor.
Getting ready to 'shoot footage of Julie on set.... ready 1,2,3...quiet on the set!
Julie as seen on the TV......( I cant say I recommend wearing WHITE on TV!)
Students receiving instruction after class was over.
Celebrating ONE year in Fayetteville September '08 to '09
Wow... where did the year go?
It seems just yesterday that my husband and I finalized our moving plans from Yuma Arizona and headed out. Well, headed up North that is! We routed our cross country trip via Washington state to see my 'long lost family...and of course, over to North Idaho to visit my sister, and then we finally headed 'out, across the entire USA to 'land in Fayetteville NC.
My husband gave up a great job... ( a rare thing for a new immigrant to the country) to come to Fayetteville. We did this move 'blind so to speak, however we were greatly blessed by it. I have come to believe that God rewards those that do good things for others. Chuy was blessed after moving to Fayetteville with a position in a company by being hand picked by one of the top General Sup's.... (that just doesn't happen).
I have been blessed to actually be around my daughter, who had been in Europe for the past many years, while serving in the Air Force. It has been fun to help her fix up her new house, raise a Jack Russell from scratch (meaning from puppyhood) and achieve a scholarship via the military. Keep the house quiet while she studied for Mid terms...watched her make the Chancellors List for a near 4. GPA, and be invited to join several sorietys, which she has politely declined, for lack of interest, well, more like too busy being a soldier girl with the ROTC unit.
I got to visit on campus, take a photo shoot, and just enjoy time with Julie.
And, if that isn't good enough, we will have the pure enjoyment of watching her graduate from UNC Pembroke in a few short years, and become an commissioned Officer somewhere in this world....
Julie studying furiously for Mid-term exams.
We enjoyed putting in our elbow grease, for a few fall home improvement projects, like painting that deck....(thought it would never end...) de-mossing the house, or whatever that is called, when you get that green stuff off the bricks..?
(Thank You Chuy!)
We have seen the four seasons of North Carolina pass by. The magnificent fall bringing the Lumbee Pow Wow and watched the maples turn a magnificent golden and red color, only then to drop them as an unwanted gift all over the yard. Again, a Thank's to Chuy for the elbow grease...and then some.
I watched from frosted window panes as the bare branches of winter stood still and dead looking. We experienced the occasional snow flurries of Winter and the unexpected frostings of early spring. My husband experienced the first snowfall of his entire life, and had to drive in it! That was something else....
We have seen soldier friends of Julie be deployed to Iraq, and other places around the world, and have stood by when some needed help moving or a temporary place to stay.
My son joined us this summer, and he too is being greatly blessed. He also landed a very profitable job on Fort Bragg, and is getting to know his way around this area. And, with my son, came Mom and Dad in their RV.... and finding their way up to Washington DC .... and just spending some time at Fort 711...(our house).
The summer was a long hot and very humid one. I certainly identify with people now when they speak of the humidity of 'down south. I cant say that I care much for it, coming from a dry desert climate like Yuma Az, but, it still beats out the grey skies and constant unexpected rain of Washington state. Here, it seems you have a torrential down pour, served with superflous thunder and lightening, but unlike Washington state, it gets over with, and eventually a nice blue sky shines forth.
Our cars stay cleaner here. There is an absense of the neverending film of fine sand as was in Yuma, and most of the city is paved and lacks the perpetual mudpuddles of Washington.
I still am not accustomed to the 'accents here. I try to avoid the outskirts of Fayetteville, because if you get too far 'out there, you will never understand what the locals are saying...and I do mean that. Most of the conversation is " Ya all...(you all); I be dere (I will be there);starestick...(stir stick for your coffee)... axe (ask)... gd mrnun (good morning)... and on it goes. What I do not enjoy, is the embarrassement of asking a local .."What did you say?" I have to do this over and over... cause their answers are as heavily accented as the first time they said whatever they said.
.....(Ok, the photo was taken in 1939, but not that much has changed here since then it seems).....
I am surprised that over the years, I havent noticed this accent thing more...like in TV shows?
OH, maybe in Jerry Springer~
Someday, I am pretty sure I will look back at these years in fond remembrance, and have a great chuckle or two. These adventures are surely a growing experience, and sometimes a test of ones patience, but all in all they are worth it.
If nothing else, it might make good fodder for a book someday.
I thank the Good Lord for getting us safe and sound from Yuma to Fayetteville, hooking us up with jobs, and helping my daughter achieve her dreams, despite a terrible nightmarish heartbreak...
One good thing, about bad things; there really is light at the end of the tunnel.
The sun does come out after the rain, and it is the darkest right before the light. So the sayings go. But, ya know what, they are true!
We are here, we are alive, we are progressing. Who would of thought?
We were blessed with a trip through South Mexico at Christmas. A trip of a lifetime.! Julie, Chuy and I had the time of our lives roaming around ancient temples, swimming in the ocean waves, visiting family in the hills overlooking Pie de la Cuesta.....and basking in the sun, in hammocks.... ahhh just the thought....
Ahhh, what a year!
One event that I will always cherish, was being able to put to rest some of the terrible grief I felt over my Grandparents death. I lost my Gramma and Grampa in a short period of time, and I just was not up to the loss. Getting to visit Washington, seeing family, and bringing my memories of Gramma and Grandpa back to Fayetteville was the closure I needed.
We set up a little remembrance area in the Shrunk that Julie brought back from Europe.... I have a permanent place now that I can go to remember them.
I can think of a thousand more things that each day this year has brought to us, but, that might become pretty long for this post... so on that note, I will say;
"Thank God for family, praying friends...(Jane and Judy from Yuma) and good company! With that, nothing can go too far wrong!
See ya around the blog, and hopefully, we will have another interesting and wonderful year. I know I will certainly enjoy blogging this new cycle!
(I have always considered September to September my year cycle.)
~Best Regards~
~ Bandita~
Monday, September 28, 2009
Digital Cameras...
I am convinced now, that I need a new camera. The quality is poor on this one, and its just about time to retire it I think. It has sure served its purpose. All through out Mexico, and all around here in North Carolina.
I can see that the photos look faded....
Any ideas anyone?
Email me... firetrail7@yahoo.com
I can see that the photos look faded....
Any ideas anyone?
Email me... firetrail7@yahoo.com
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Going to classes with Julie! ~ Wheeeeeee fun!~
Well, it was the day for Julies big 'Power Point presentation. We were running late, and she was slotted to be the first to give the presentation to the class.
Nothing seemed to be going right that day, as the presentation was to be based on her previous ROTC commander John Torre.
He was proving difficult to reach, with his new position and all.... so Julie had attempted to change the personality to be interviewed to her new commander.
So, Julie had planned to interview her current commander at ROTC. The problem was that he was only a temporary replacement for Torre, and he was under duress. He had been sent to Fayetteville, due to his wife dying. He was now a widower, and Julie just didnt have it in her to bother him. He seemed so withdrawn and sad. So, Julie had to improvise, and ignore the ankle. She came through like a true professional. The teacher was amazed!
So, with hurt ankle and puny 'Power Presentation in hand, Julie braved forward to instruct the class on the basic's of giving a PP presentation. Her teacher sat in the class with rapt attention, and I was safely off to the side, trying not to be noticed... and, couldnt help but notice how Julie kept moving her hurt ankle around. I knew what pain she was in..... and sympathized with her... but, I was enjoying the time spent being a 'Mom! Oh, I mean an 'assistant!
Despite Julies lack of the interview she had planned, the professor was amazed at Julies composure and resources, and ability to 'present' despite it all. Needless to say, Julie fared well............. and having her 'assistant in class for a photo shoot may have set the stage a little! The professor was happy to smile for the camera, and when class was over, we both sighed a little sigh of relief and moved on to her favorite. class;'TVproduction and Broadcasting.
Crutches in hand, backpack secured, laptop put away, off we went, hobbling across the vast campus, dodging students here and there, arriving at the studio tired and out of breath!
First week on the job as 'Carsens assistant'~
The first week of my new 'job was becoming more and more interesting! On the day of Julies ROTC training/schooling, I was priviledged to meet some of her peers and future 'Officers that are enlisted in ROTC as they attend the UNC PEMBROKE for their degree's. Julie on left, and 'Harris in center...interesting thing about Harris is that she is one of the only, or one of the first decorated women of the Iraq war to be given the medal of honor or purple heart (can't remember which one?). She is a medic, and she heroically saved someones life in combat. I dont know the exact details, however, I will be finding out more later. That may even make for an interesting post in the future.
I was immediatly impressed greatly by this girls presence. She was one of the most respectful, helpful, courteous young women I have ever and I mean ever met. As soon as we drove up, and she noticed that Julie was injured, she opened up the truck door, and helped Julie with everything. She unloaded Julies 75lb back pack, got out her crutches, took everything to the ROTC house, and just kept coming back to the truck helping out. She didnt need to be asked, she just saw a need to help, and did it! What a refreshing person, and in watching Harris, my faith in our future leaders was restored. If our young Officers have this caliber of integrity, then, more power to them.
Harris's husband is stationed in Iraq right now, and she is here in Fayetteville on the Green to Gold scholarship, the same as Julie. Rather than Journalism and Broadcasting, and Public Relations major (Julies major), however, she is pursuing medical training, and will probably end up a doctor. A great young lady, and I wish her and her husband well....
So, Julie hobbles up the ramp for roll call at ROTC, then has her gear inspected. This is a mandatory thing they do before any outing. The group was going to be doing Land Navigations that weekend, and out all night etc. So, it is important that they have learned what gear to pack, etc.
Julie stays for a written test, after the gear is inspected, and then as the rain begins to really pour, we get to go home!
So, I was glad to be able to meet some of the finest young people in the world today. More power to them.... and may they be safe in whatever part of the world they end up defending in honor of the United States of America.
They just dont come any better than this....
~Stay Safe Harris~ Godspeed!
I was immediatly impressed greatly by this girls presence. She was one of the most respectful, helpful, courteous young women I have ever and I mean ever met. As soon as we drove up, and she noticed that Julie was injured, she opened up the truck door, and helped Julie with everything. She unloaded Julies 75lb back pack, got out her crutches, took everything to the ROTC house, and just kept coming back to the truck helping out. She didnt need to be asked, she just saw a need to help, and did it! What a refreshing person, and in watching Harris, my faith in our future leaders was restored. If our young Officers have this caliber of integrity, then, more power to them.
Harris's husband is stationed in Iraq right now, and she is here in Fayetteville on the Green to Gold scholarship, the same as Julie. Rather than Journalism and Broadcasting, and Public Relations major (Julies major), however, she is pursuing medical training, and will probably end up a doctor. A great young lady, and I wish her and her husband well....
So, Julie hobbles up the ramp for roll call at ROTC, then has her gear inspected. This is a mandatory thing they do before any outing. The group was going to be doing Land Navigations that weekend, and out all night etc. So, it is important that they have learned what gear to pack, etc.
Julie stays for a written test, after the gear is inspected, and then as the rain begins to really pour, we get to go home!
So, I was glad to be able to meet some of the finest young people in the world today. More power to them.... and may they be safe in whatever part of the world they end up defending in honor of the United States of America.
They just dont come any better than this....
~Stay Safe Harris~ Godspeed!
Veterans Hospital Experience with my Daughter~
This week has been an odd one. I was suddenly called upon to assist my daughter in driving her back and forth from her University, which is about an hour and a half from our home.
Over the weekend, Julie twisted her ankle while trying to manage 'high heels.
By Sunday evening it was so swollen and throbbing in pain that she had all of us worried. I convinced her to go to the doctor. Being Sunday, and her receiving her medical attention from the Veterans Administration, we headed to the Veterans Hospital ER.
We spent a few hours in neglect, waiting patiently in the waiting room, and when Julie saw the Doctor, it was confirmed that she had indeed twisted it pretty bad... X-rays taken, and appointments made to come back in the morning for crutches...
Medications in hand, we wearily headed back home.
Since she had pulled some ligaments in her ankle, and was completely unable to put weight on it, or drive her clutch truck, I could see some thing was going to have to be planned for her transportation to school and ROTC for the week.
I supposed it would be me doing the driving and helping her to get around, everyone else had a full time job, and who would help Julie?
I was thankful, once again for making the decision last year to be out here in Fayetteville, to be helpful (as needed) to see my daughter through to Graduation from the University and earn her rank as Officer of the United States Military.
I hadn't imagined all the little day by day, often mundane things that go into making such a commitment as I have made.... but, I can see now, that often just being available is a great gift in itself.
So, off to school we went. The first day was the absolute hardest. I could hardly keep my eyes open driving in the morning, and in carrying her school books in the back pack, my shoulder felt like it would drop off my body any moment. I didn't realize until then, that I wasnt as young as I used to be.... what an eye opener.
I waited patiently in the background while she was in class, and read my book.
That first day drug on, but, I reminded myself, I was being very helpful.
As the day neared its end, and we headed out for the long drive home, Julie couldnt stop talking about the pain in her ankle. Sure enough, it had swelled to twice its size from the night before. We both agreed we needed to go to the hospital, as something didnt seem right. Julie directed me to the Veterans Hospital, as that is where the military treats her while she is in ROTC.
I have been to the ER many times in my life. I dont prefer ER's, but sometimes one has no other choice. However, nothing had prepared me for this ER.
It was for the Veterans, and let me say, I guess the goverment doesnt care much about them, at least by what I saw and experienced there.
We showed up at 3:30 in the afternoon. Julie was triaged, and sent back to the waiting room...........to wait and wait and wait, as her ankle continued to swell and she was turning a little blue. Being the good patient, she didnt complain, but after 6 hours had passed, we were begining to wonder how long our patience would hold out.
Around 10:00 pm, I found myself dozing off in my chair, whilst sitting up. That is a pretty embarrassing thing, as you catch yourself just before you fall off the chair. When your chin hits your chest, and you are suddenly jolted awake, you realized you had just dozed off. Quickly you look around to see who else noticed this. Usually no one is looking, cause they are dozing too.
Well, Julie and I both were fighting this sleeping syndrome. And, when I finally could not take it any longer, I went up to the counter and waited for a receptionist to show up. I asked as nicely as I could: "What in the world is taking sooooooooooo long?" I suppose I wont forget the smirk on that guys face for awhile. He just shrugged his shoulders, and kinda rolled his eyes, and mumbled something or other. I wasnt sure what to make of this, so I pressed in further.
I asked him who is in charge here? Of the Veterans Affairs? He then told me to walk down the hall a bit, look at the large picture hanging on the wall, and said to complain to that guy.... I didnt bother to walk down the hall, as I was pretty sure who he was referring to. Yep, you guessed it, The President of the United States.
I now rolled my eyes, and shrugged my shoulders. "Great", I thought. No sense complaining to him.......... geeze. So, back to the waiting room I went, to sit out the hours and hours like all the rest. Apparently they had been here before, and knew what to expect. They had long ago resigned themselves to this type of ill treatment. I was too new to it all, and still had some expectations that any normal citizen would have.
Finally, by 11:00pm, we were called to the back. Julie got to speak to some Doctor from Cameroon, Africa that didnt listen to her very well. He just took one look at the ankle, and decided to give her a steroid shot, and well, that was about it.
So much for going to the ER at the Veterans Hospital.
Julie wasnt back there long, when she was wheelchaired back to the waiting room, a very concerned nurse in tow. The nurse explained to me that Julie was reacting to the medications and was now swelling up in both legs... The attention was now almost too much from this nurse. Julie and I were both totallly exhausted from the day at school, all the long driving, and the horrendously long wait at the ER, and now they were concerned? Its enough to make a person become jaded and cynical.
We thanked her, and let her wheel chair Julie out the door, (the most attention we got the entire night). She was loaded in the truck, and we made for home.
We had to get up early the next day, and be back on the road in just a few hours.
So, my new 'job has left me entirely sleep deprived and exhausted, but feeling good that I am doing something so important for another person.
Its kinda wierd, just being an 'available person... wierdest job title I have ever had in this lifetime, but one of the most rewarding!
I now think everyone needs an 'available person' in their lives. It makes life so much easier that way~
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Exploring Cherokee land~ Day 2
It wasn't hard to locate a motel in Cherokee land. They lined the main street from the moment you entered the town. Like any town, they had the ultra deluxe all the way down to the low budget one's. We picked an in-between one, as we only planned to stay the one night. It was a comfortable motel with a balcony and nice view of the river in the back yard. And, the best part was it had its own little mini coffee maker!
It was a different experience to fall asleep to the sound of the river. It was quite loud and took some getting used to. The fresh mountain air, the clear running river and the relaxing environment was just the atmosphere for the weekend get away.
The morning brought a slight drizzling rain outside, but nevertheless waking up to 'Daffy Duck cartoons on the TV and freshly brewed coffee, was all I could ever ask for. We lounged on our King size bed and enjoyed our adventure in Cherokee land.
There wasn't much to plan for the day. Simply drive around the reservation and be snoopy. Take pictures, and imagine life as a Cherokee Indian 200 years ago!
But, with Chuy along, first comes breakfast. A must for him, lest he gets cranky!
As for me, I can go hours and hours with just my coffee in one hand, and a camera in the other...
We hunted down a nearby breakfast restaurant and endured the drawling slang of the waitress.... pronouncing words I had never heard of before. Something like this..."G'd mrning ya all... how ya all be liken the rein dees mornin'? How bout some caffee to wake ya all up?" "Now, would ya all like sum suger and meelk with dat? "
I refused to let the sloppy English take hold of my impatience this sloppy and downright disgust with the illiteracy, so I smiled, nodded my head (for yes) and did my best to order the food.
It is actually quite the experience to listen to your husband's South Mexican accent attempting to communicate with the mountain folk of North Carolina! I am not sure whether to laugh or cry! I am also not quite sure who understands who in these conversations, but somehow we got some breakfast served to us!
After breakfast we scouted out the town. Visiting the shops along the street, and smirking at the cheap crap from China.
We didn't stay long in those stores. I felt a bit disgruntled at this display of blatant commercialism on the Cherokee Reservation, and jumped from one store to another, thinking that this poor town had a severe problem, until we happened upon a fairly decent store that at least had some authentic Indian drumming playing over the speakers, and large stuffed animals looming around....... it was finally starting to feel like real Indian land.
The funny thing about this store was the owner. He sat in a very old rocking chair behind the counter, and talked to people as he saw fit. He would periodically state with pride that he is a 'tribally enrolled 'Indian' and can legally sell bear claws! He pointed to the framed paperwork on the wall proving his Indian blood. Well, I imagine that is a good thing. To find pride in something that you were born into, and had no choice over. Better than fighting against it?
He didn't look much Indian by his features though. He looked more like a scrawny old 'mountain folk from the back woods. And, as to be expected, the accent was almost more than I could take. I had to ask him more than once...."Um, can you repeat that please?" I tried to be as polite as possible when doing this, but it does get annoying when all you do is say, "Could you please repeat that?" And, then you have to act like the dummy that doesn't understand. I wonder how they got that accent in the first place? It sure doesn't sound much like our English language most of the time.
So, we wandered through the store..... and I refrained from trying to buy everything that was 'cool.
Then I spotted a copy of the original "Cherokee Herbal" a book written in 1942 by an Indian that lists over 500 natural local plants and herbs that the Indians used for healing and health etc.
My husband saw me drooling over the book, and immediately said, "Buy it!" (He is just the sweetest man in the whole wide world!) I gave him a kiss, and gladly handed it over to him to pay for it! And, not getting out of the store without a typical souvenir coffee mug with Cherokee NC written on it! I plainly decided that I just didn't need anything...and resolved to not buy anymore, until my husband spotted Indian Corn. He had been wanting that since he left Mexico. So, we bought two of the brightly colored corns and headed out to snoop around the town and reservation. It was the beginning of a very fun day!
I had my prized book, my husband had his cherished corn, and we got in the car to 'snoop around the reservation. Main street had all the trimmings of a nice little Indian town. The huge painted bears everywhere, statues of bronze Indians depicting transformation with forgiveness, and historical little log cabin buildings that once housed the tribal council hundred or more years ago!
That was interesting to see, even in a historical sense, what the reservation might have been like in days gone by.

After all the large painted bears, visiting the 'Tribal Coffee house (their version of Starbuck's) and walking around the mini mall areas, it was time to go deeper into the reservation. The places where usually only the locals dare to tread! The adventure was becoming more 'adventurous!
First, my husband needed to collect his thoughts, and get in the ' Indian mode! We sipped our lattes, and admired all the pretty buildings with rocks and wood adorning them... the swirled cement walkways, with imprints of cattails and swamp grass.
We crossed over the bridge that had the most creative branch type railing's...
And wondered if the drizzle was going to let up anytime soon?
It didn't matter about the slight drizzle though. The fresh mountain air, and smells of fresh greenery all around was a treat in and of itself.
The typical cars drove by, with the Indian slogan decals of feathers and dream catchers. One definitely got the impression that you were in a land of a different tenure. An ancient land, dwelt upon by an ancient people. The Eastern band of the proud Cherokee Indian.
Interesting thing about the Cherokees,(a very civilized tribe of Native Americans), is that they developed their own alphabet and written language.
An Indian named Sequoya was fascinated with the 'White mans ways of reading 'talking leaves (another term for a book). He holed away, and soon developed their own alphabet. The written language looks kinda funny... but the Cherokees are very proud about that accomplishment, and they have a huge wooden carving of Sequoyah standing in the middle of town. He is carved out of a single tree, and the base of the statue has names of the seven clans of the Eastern Band of Cherokees.
If you notice the face of the carved Sequoyah, he is crying. I am sure that is in honor of the 'trail of tears......... (historical event of the forced removal of the Natives from their ancient lands in the mid 1800's).
It was very impressive to stand near this wooden carving. Its amazing that someone can carve into wood, a figure that can exude such emotion, and capture with such reality, the mood, feeling and look of a people that belies the feelings of hopelessness and despair, as the US government started rounding up the Indians during the Indian removal act.
So the story goes, and how a Great Great Great Grandmother on my fathers side was given away as an infant to a family to be raised, as she was unable to care for her infant during the long forced march on the 'Trail of tears.
It must have been a very heartbreaking moment, to hand your infant child over to some one else to raise, knowing full well, you would never see it again.
What an epic example of a mothers love.
It was a different experience to fall asleep to the sound of the river. It was quite loud and took some getting used to. The fresh mountain air, the clear running river and the relaxing environment was just the atmosphere for the weekend get away.
The morning brought a slight drizzling rain outside, but nevertheless waking up to 'Daffy Duck cartoons on the TV and freshly brewed coffee, was all I could ever ask for. We lounged on our King size bed and enjoyed our adventure in Cherokee land.
There wasn't much to plan for the day. Simply drive around the reservation and be snoopy. Take pictures, and imagine life as a Cherokee Indian 200 years ago!
But, with Chuy along, first comes breakfast. A must for him, lest he gets cranky!
As for me, I can go hours and hours with just my coffee in one hand, and a camera in the other...
We hunted down a nearby breakfast restaurant and endured the drawling slang of the waitress.... pronouncing words I had never heard of before. Something like this..."G'd mrning ya all... how ya all be liken the rein dees mornin'? How bout some caffee to wake ya all up?" "Now, would ya all like sum suger and meelk with dat? "
I refused to let the sloppy English take hold of my impatience this sloppy and downright disgust with the illiteracy, so I smiled, nodded my head (for yes) and did my best to order the food.
It is actually quite the experience to listen to your husband's South Mexican accent attempting to communicate with the mountain folk of North Carolina! I am not sure whether to laugh or cry! I am also not quite sure who understands who in these conversations, but somehow we got some breakfast served to us!
After breakfast we scouted out the town. Visiting the shops along the street, and smirking at the cheap crap from China.
We didn't stay long in those stores. I felt a bit disgruntled at this display of blatant commercialism on the Cherokee Reservation, and jumped from one store to another, thinking that this poor town had a severe problem, until we happened upon a fairly decent store that at least had some authentic Indian drumming playing over the speakers, and large stuffed animals looming around....... it was finally starting to feel like real Indian land.
The funny thing about this store was the owner. He sat in a very old rocking chair behind the counter, and talked to people as he saw fit. He would periodically state with pride that he is a 'tribally enrolled 'Indian' and can legally sell bear claws! He pointed to the framed paperwork on the wall proving his Indian blood. Well, I imagine that is a good thing. To find pride in something that you were born into, and had no choice over. Better than fighting against it?
He didn't look much Indian by his features though. He looked more like a scrawny old 'mountain folk from the back woods. And, as to be expected, the accent was almost more than I could take. I had to ask him more than once...."Um, can you repeat that please?" I tried to be as polite as possible when doing this, but it does get annoying when all you do is say, "Could you please repeat that?" And, then you have to act like the dummy that doesn't understand. I wonder how they got that accent in the first place? It sure doesn't sound much like our English language most of the time.
So, we wandered through the store..... and I refrained from trying to buy everything that was 'cool.
Then I spotted a copy of the original "Cherokee Herbal" a book written in 1942 by an Indian that lists over 500 natural local plants and herbs that the Indians used for healing and health etc.
My husband saw me drooling over the book, and immediately said, "Buy it!" (He is just the sweetest man in the whole wide world!) I gave him a kiss, and gladly handed it over to him to pay for it! And, not getting out of the store without a typical souvenir coffee mug with Cherokee NC written on it! I plainly decided that I just didn't need anything...and resolved to not buy anymore, until my husband spotted Indian Corn. He had been wanting that since he left Mexico. So, we bought two of the brightly colored corns and headed out to snoop around the town and reservation. It was the beginning of a very fun day!
I had my prized book, my husband had his cherished corn, and we got in the car to 'snoop around the reservation. Main street had all the trimmings of a nice little Indian town. The huge painted bears everywhere, statues of bronze Indians depicting transformation with forgiveness, and historical little log cabin buildings that once housed the tribal council hundred or more years ago!
That was interesting to see, even in a historical sense, what the reservation might have been like in days gone by.

After all the large painted bears, visiting the 'Tribal Coffee house (their version of Starbuck's) and walking around the mini mall areas, it was time to go deeper into the reservation. The places where usually only the locals dare to tread! The adventure was becoming more 'adventurous!
First, my husband needed to collect his thoughts, and get in the ' Indian mode! We sipped our lattes, and admired all the pretty buildings with rocks and wood adorning them... the swirled cement walkways, with imprints of cattails and swamp grass.
We crossed over the bridge that had the most creative branch type railing's...
And wondered if the drizzle was going to let up anytime soon?
It didn't matter about the slight drizzle though. The fresh mountain air, and smells of fresh greenery all around was a treat in and of itself.
The typical cars drove by, with the Indian slogan decals of feathers and dream catchers. One definitely got the impression that you were in a land of a different tenure. An ancient land, dwelt upon by an ancient people. The Eastern band of the proud Cherokee Indian.
Interesting thing about the Cherokees,(a very civilized tribe of Native Americans), is that they developed their own alphabet and written language.
An Indian named Sequoya was fascinated with the 'White mans ways of reading 'talking leaves (another term for a book). He holed away, and soon developed their own alphabet. The written language looks kinda funny... but the Cherokees are very proud about that accomplishment, and they have a huge wooden carving of Sequoyah standing in the middle of town. He is carved out of a single tree, and the base of the statue has names of the seven clans of the Eastern Band of Cherokees.
If you notice the face of the carved Sequoyah, he is crying. I am sure that is in honor of the 'trail of tears......... (historical event of the forced removal of the Natives from their ancient lands in the mid 1800's).
It was very impressive to stand near this wooden carving. Its amazing that someone can carve into wood, a figure that can exude such emotion, and capture with such reality, the mood, feeling and look of a people that belies the feelings of hopelessness and despair, as the US government started rounding up the Indians during the Indian removal act.
So the story goes, and how a Great Great Great Grandmother on my fathers side was given away as an infant to a family to be raised, as she was unable to care for her infant during the long forced march on the 'Trail of tears.
It must have been a very heartbreaking moment, to hand your infant child over to some one else to raise, knowing full well, you would never see it again.
What an epic example of a mothers love.
She endured the inevitable pain and loss, in order to ensure that her child would live. And that is the 'story of Cynthia Black. My Fathers Great Grandmother.
The Eastern Band escaped the forced removal that the other Cherokees had to endure, when they were relocated west of the Mississippi, on the forced four thousand mile march... leaving behind millions and millions of acreage to the greedy and thieving White European intruder. Namely, our past President Andrew Jackson. A known Indian hater...
And, discovering Gold in North Carolina did the Indian no favor either. The White man simply wanted their land, and they took it. And the Indian way of life changed forever.... and so it goes.
The statue with carved wooden tears reminds one of the unforgettable pain and atrocities committed against the Cherokees, and many other tribes alike.
Tribes like the Eastern Band of Cherokee remain on original grounds. They claim to have been here some 10 to 14,000. years ago, never relocating to another land.
It is interesting to hear them talk of 'their land. You sense the respect for all living things, all animals, and respect for the plants and water and even the insects. The Native Americans truly are the keepers of the land, and have a deep love for their reservation, in the Mystical Smokey Mountains.
The importance given to Sequoyah and the remembering of the old ways is evident if you notice, or know what to look for. The people have written various things in their own language. Welcome signs have Cherokee, display monuments with their alphabet, and even road signs. The 'tribal coffee beans we bought had the Cherokee language, basically it is everywhere. However, though you see it written, I did not once hear it spoken. Perhaps that is saved for tribal gatherings or the elders at home? I suppose most of the younger generation of Cherokees are so assimilated into European culture that they are embarrassed to speak their native language. Which, much to the dismay of the elders, will bring about an extinction of the language. Some are working very hard to preserve the spoken and written Cherokee, but it remains to be seen if it will truly survive time, as the people have somehow managed to do.
It was a clash between the new and the old... as seems to be the norm with most reservations these days. You will find the most poverty stricken houses full of rusted old cars, and boarded up windows, two or three dogs wandering around an un-kept yard, in the same area as a multi million dollar casino...with bright flashing neon signs. What a complete set of opposites. One extreme to another....
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The Eastern Band escaped the forced removal that the other Cherokees had to endure, when they were relocated west of the Mississippi, on the forced four thousand mile march... leaving behind millions and millions of acreage to the greedy and thieving White European intruder. Namely, our past President Andrew Jackson. A known Indian hater...
And, discovering Gold in North Carolina did the Indian no favor either. The White man simply wanted their land, and they took it. And the Indian way of life changed forever.... and so it goes.
The statue with carved wooden tears reminds one of the unforgettable pain and atrocities committed against the Cherokees, and many other tribes alike.
Tribes like the Eastern Band of Cherokee remain on original grounds. They claim to have been here some 10 to 14,000. years ago, never relocating to another land.
It is interesting to hear them talk of 'their land. You sense the respect for all living things, all animals, and respect for the plants and water and even the insects. The Native Americans truly are the keepers of the land, and have a deep love for their reservation, in the Mystical Smokey Mountains.
Even though the sign reads Welcome Center, we had already made ourselves welcome by wandering around town, attending events, shopping and relaxing. It was now time to investigate further..... and try to see how the 'real natives lived.
Driving a bit down the main street, we turned off on a little side road. I couldn't help but notice a few particular items; like the name of some of the side roads, the speed limit sign that was ancient, and in comparison, the brightly painted fire hydrant! Such contrast is such a short space. As you turn a corner or two, you come upon little log structures that used to house the tribal headquarters. One such structure had been burned out in the inside, but the rock solid logs still stood firm. We drove on, and found some little houses out in the 'weeds, dilapidated old cars overgrown with weeds, and mysterious shacks in the woods. I imagined that one to be haunted for sure, or housing some old medicine man that chants into the night on a full moon~
The various sights were interesting. Road sign written in English as well as Cherokee, old corroded speed limit signs, and bright red fire hydrants.
The little old log cabin structures, that previously were the tribal headquarters.

The life of the modern day Native American on the Reservation.
I loved the old log cabins. Too cozy.... and reminiscent of a better day. A day when it mattered to have the winter wood cut, and corded and stacked, drying for the winter fires. A day when you were lucky to have a house at all! What amazes me is now-a-days you have a house start to fall apart after 30 years. These log homes are still standing after hundreds...of... years. Granted they are a bit rough, but they are still a standin'! Just don't make um like they used to!
I asked someone once, why the Indians keep all the old 'dead and rusty cars in their yards? I was told that it is a sign of wealth. Something along the lines of...Look, I had a great car. They just don't like to haul em off to the salvage yard. A funny trait common to a lot of Indians.... on a lot of reservations. I asked someone once, why the Indians keep all the old 'dead and rusty cars in their yards? I was told that it is a sign of wealth. Something along the lines of...Look, I had a great car. They just don't like to haul em off to the salvage yard. A funny trait common to a lot of Indians.... on a lot of reservations.
All in all the reservation was one of the prettiest I have ever seen. Snuggled into the Smokey Mountains, and with a beautiful river running right through the middle of town, and miles upon miles of green foliage, trees, and flowers, it is easy to see why the Cherokee have called this land home. Driving down a few more gravel roads, we pulled alongside a river. I couldn't resist a few photos of the water, and trees that were overhanging. Large boulders lined the banks, and I had to look twice not to think I was seeing Gold in them thar rocks!..... I swear they had streaks of pure gold running right through them.
The green foliage was everywhere, and I had a great time with the camera.
Beautiful green ivy grows up the banks from the street. And, if you look close enough you can see the famous 'smokey stuff lingering amongst the trees...
Mystical I say!
So, after all the fun on the reservation, we realized we should be heading out.
But, that is another story. Stay tuned, you wouldn't want to miss this one!
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